feel so alone.
I have no one, at all. People only come to me when they need me. Im no longer part of the friendship group in school, dont feel welcome at all and people only talk to me when they want my lunch.. Resorted to sitting in the art room at break at lunch being a lonely shit doing fuck all. Just wanna CUT. But i wont. no one even bothers to talk to me anymore, maybe a text… nope nothing. No...
For deciding to tell all your friends and most of the family that I self harm. Nice one! (Y)
them: One cut. What harm could it do?
me: It could ruin your life.
Can I have one of those long hugs again please?
One thing sorted.
Now I just have to wait and hope to god its worth it in the end! :/
Time to change a few things about myself.
Okay two things..
I need to talk to you.
Badly. Just to remind you of everything. To see if you miss me as much as I miss you. It’s actually killing me. The things I’m doing for you and you have no idea. :(
"did I upset you?"
No. It’s not you.. It’s just I’ve suddenly realised that I’m a fat, useless, worthless piece of shit that doesn’t deserve you.